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How can you not smile? This is my 7 month old baby nephew Ellias Vallejo Villareal. Strongest baby I know. Went through so much just so he can smile in front of a camera and make me smile. Sometimes we take life for granted. This kid is a living testimony.
What do you write about when you don’t know what you’re thinking? Or when you don’t know what to say. People think I’m crazy but I like to think I’m sane and everyone else is psycho. When life hits hard you hit right back. Everyone likes to get into other people’s business like it’s no big deal. Why are people so nosey? Good question. Can anyone answer cause I’m not really sure. Why do people get scared to say what they’re thinking? I’m one of those people.. I’m guilty. The day I say everything I think of. I’ll be burden free. Idk where this is going. I’m rambling. Why do we write in tumblr.. Who knows.
Tired..
I’m tired of being broken, not satisfied in satisfying, I want to feel free. I miss not having anything to worry about. Sadly, the only time I feel like that is when I’m listening to reggae and cruising around town at night. All by myself. I’m not emo so you can kick it with the assumptions. I’m simply stating I need something new. Or something old.. Like when I used to do nothing but BE. So caught up in everything else. I feel stuck. It sucks. Can’t wait to get my longboard and/or my bike. Late night cruising by myself. Chill.
I tell the truth.
Why is it that my dreams never make sense? I’ve never realized how annoying it is to be so confused about my dreams. I sleep and then I wake. I guess I’ve just been so used to it. Well.. I like to analyze (a little bit too much) but if i’m right.. Then maybe my dreams don’t make sense because none of my Dreams/Goals in life make sense as well. Maybe I’m just so confused with my life and everything I want and everything I do.. That it affects the way I dream. Maybe if I start figuring things out.. My dreams will do the same. Or.. Maybe I’m just over analyzing.
“life is what you make it, you choose and you may hate it, opportunities.. Just take them, life is what you make it.”
I’m kinda here, kinda there.. I feel like I’m always everywhere. But in all honesty not really where.. I’m really at cause my mind’s not there.
Mind is mine, my only way, sometimes it gets me through my day. My day of boredom, or, my days of stress. Mine helps me fly away I guess..
Happy thoughts like Pan the man, all I need is magic sand. I could escape to anywhere, anywhere that isn’t where, I have to be cause my mind’s not there,
But… instead a place of want, where minds don’t have to think a lot. Just do and da and wander off. Be me, be you and sing-a-longs. Happy you, happy me, searching for the place to be. Wanted place of happiness. I could live… No more stress.
….tbc
1. how old would you be if you didn’t know how old you are?
2. if you had the opportunity to get a message across to a large group of people, what would your message be?
3. is it possible to lie without saying a word?
4. if not now, then when?
5. what would you do differently if you knew nobody would judge you?
6. are you holding onto something that you need to let go of?
7. have you done anything lately worth remembering?
8. who do you love? what are you doing about it?
9. when is it time to stop calculating risk and rewards, and just do what you know is right?
10. do you think crying is a sign of weakness or strength?
11. would you break the law to save a loved one?
12. when you’re her age, what will matter to you the most?
13. do you ask enough questions? or do you settle for what you know?
14. do you celebrate the things you do have?
15. when it’s all said and done will you have said more than you’ve done?
16. when was the last time you tried something new?
17. which activities make you lose track of time?
18. if you could do it all over again, would you change anything?
19. what is the difference between living and existing?
20. if you had a friend who spoke to you in the same way that you sometimes speak to yourself, how long would you allow that person to be your friend?
21. if you had to teach something, what would you teach?
22. time or money?
23. are you aware that someone has it worse than you?
24. what makes you smile?
25. what would you regret not fully doing, being, or having in your life?
new challenge!
Iris - Goo Goo Dolls (Boyceavenue Cover)
